Yipeeeeeeeeeee.... If I knew this would happen, my previous post would have come up a lot earlier :)
Thankieeeeee , whoever tossed the dice in my favor :)
My weekend is almost done. Each of my days seems to merge into the already gone one and perhaps even the one yet to come. I seem to feel like I am lost in a place that is repetitive, monotonous would be too strong a word to use.
Each day varies from the other and stands out for what it is but there is something I seem to be looking for .. and that seems harder than finding that corner in the circle.I guess I do some stuff daily that is outside of the routine ..
but then why?
I find myself wishing often, that something would happen. Something that gives me a chance to focus my energies on. Something that affects me(in a nice way please, if anyone who can make it happen is listening in , just in case).
Twiddling my thumbs in boredom and in search of something constructive to do has taken up most of my time, after the biggg break that I allowed myself after returning home.
Having fully rested, recovered from any hangovers of the US - starting with the time zone difference, to expecting people not to bang the door in your face when you are right behind them leave alone expecting them to hold it for you with a smile (WHAT was I thinking!), to having fallen sick due to pollution twice (try having to stop behind autos at the traffic signals) and come on ! stop smirking ! I was embarrassed saying that too, until the the doc himself said so ! His bright idea on how to make sure I don't fall prey to the grey stuff again is "Go back to the US " ($%^#%$%&Y^#$%#$@#)
Being in a team which has seen no work for the last 6 months, people tell me I shouldn't be complaining, its been just one month in my case !! (another stream of !@$@#$%$^%^%&^**(*((%^&$%^#%@#$@$#@$) What amuses me is that people seem to think of that as an achievement , "We don't have to slog you know" said with ear-to-ear grins and people on the receiving end making noises to suggest that they actually envy that!
And I must confess, I feel I am getting caught in that net of sluggishness and laziness and all that goes in between !
God! I don't want to end up like that !!!
I miss my Exceptions !! I am sorry I complained each time my WSAD spewed you guys out. I would love to see you guys again , pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaase !!
